starting point

y llb? is that wat u wan the most? is that useful in ur future? izzit the final decision? can u overcome all the difficulties that u will b facing in the future or now?

this is part of my thinking that i keep on repeating on my mind, asking am i sure?? am i ready?? but from now on i ned to b think positively after making this decision....although its not an easy way n ned alot of hardworking but i would like to have a try on it no matter what....i dun wan to waste money anymore....its hard to earn money (i know) but i still wan to keep on study....study is not for anyone is for myself (future) know more.....although this is the course that i nvr think be4 but i will try my best....overcome all those difficulties so wont make myself regret...so from now on this is my starting point that nvr look back....juz run towards the goal not matter wat....i ned to b enjoying study like a-level....be active although i ned to spend much time in reading....

last mon i just attend my first class of my llb (intermediate)....after the four hours make me totally stress n headache....dunno y?? mayb becoz i dun understand wat the lec talking abt or mayb is the light problem (yw: this excuse u also can give it out)....hahaXD....but the light is one of the factor that make me headache....all of my lectures are indian...the way they speaking still acceptable....

first two lecturers come in the class juz keep on telling us the pro of choosing atc....then the third lec is teaching me public law, he keep on saying constitution inside the class but i dunno anything abt constitution.....(keep on running inside my brain) my god wat is constitution?? can someone tel me first be4 u tel more abt it....hahaXD if not really useless....the the fouth lec who coming in is criminal law lec, he keep on tell us story abt law life n he enjoy criminal law....still tell us that u guys should read 7 hrs per day....wau wat a surprise coz i not really like to read but i ned to of interest + i din know that can spend 7 hrs on reading....wat i can spend my 7 hrs is on sleeping or watching drama....btw i think it can b train....hope one day i can b wat as lec say read 7 hrs a day so i can improve my knowledge....one thing that said by my lec that make me cant forgetable is u guys ned to ' sleep law, eat law, think law '....hahaXD

from now on i ned to set up my mind:-
1) find interest inside law ( dont make it too boring )
2) study really really hard ( hoping to get scholarship next year *hahaha* )
3) read more articles n books ( slowly at least 2 hours per day )
4) learn more words ( keep on finding those difficult word on dictionary )
5) learn how to write a long long essay ( pratice hard although dunno wat to write )
6) dun give up easily
*and many more but suddenly cant figure it out*

thankx to all my dearest fren that keep on supporting me....hope after 5 years i can become an outstanding lawyer ^^....not that long juz 5 years....

long long time ago....

its a long time i din post anything on blog.....dunno wat to post.....easy to give out my opinion, my feeling, my comment, me memory thru daily conversation.....but hard to write it out....although it nonit to b formal or complicated yet it still ned to think before u post it.....keep on thinking wat should i post??? it seems like ntg i can post it out coz everyone that close with me will know wat happen on me + i like to share with frens that close....after release all my opinion abt stg i will feel relieve for stress or anger....sometimes i feel that y those ppl can post things on blog everyday...is that so many thing u can write or mayb this is the way to improve english n writting skill....haha....hope that i can have that kind of passion in writting blog....mayb i also can train my writing skill like them....mayb now wat i post is meaningless but who knows somedays it will b memorable n funny....traning now hope i can write as long as possible like other does...

for someone around me

nowadays most of the ppl dun like to share their opinion to their family...how come???..n mostly they will post it on blog..isn't true?? if they din expose their feeling to other ppl or family how ur parents will know wat u guys think...r they goin to on9 n look over ur blog n c wat u feel or wan in ur daily life....so juz tell it out wat u feel...^^
most of the ppl recently will not talk much with their parents yet juz keep on on9 n play computer game...is this wat u wan in ur following day or future (some sort u can say)...dun u feel that is wasting ur life when everyday sitting in front of the computer..wat computer can help u???...communicating??playing??surviving??or anythingelse??...don't u think face to face communicate is the best way to solve problem or understand ppl well....so juz dun sit in front of the computer again...
actually i post this is for someone around me that always sit in front of the computer play game...do ntg...wat the world is doin now....n actually wat is she or he doin i also dunno...wat kind of fren or how was her daily life i also dunno =.= feel dissapointed